"Gods Love #1"!

3-27-08
5-23-03



When my wife went to be with the Lord,
knowing and understanding where my son and daughter
were at,emotionally and spiritually;was a problem.
Anger in our family was something we acted on daily,
even without the loss of her,from our midst,
we couldn't talk.
We all were hurting,just as she did for three years of undiagnosed
pain and suffering we went through with her.



God in His wisdom provided mine and their needs
during this time.He had me ask them to write journals.
Weeks later,after seeing it as a way of expressing their hurt,
I saw its blessings.
For my children expressed the hidden and most tenderest parts
of their hearts to me,at a time I really needed to know
what the inside of them was saying,and if they were healing
in their grief processes.




As they wrote,I saw the blackeness turn into color in their words.
A better inside barometer I couldn't have found,but it took God to
show it to me.
They learned much about death of a loved one,and more than they
will ever realize about life.
Their words kept me informed of their inner person,as God showed me
those inside changes which He was bringing about in them.



In their personal processes of writing,they even competed with each
other in wanting me to read their words in their journals.
This was a healthy competition of theirs,which they asked if certain things
they wrote were right or wrong.
I told them when they shared the feelings of their hearts with others,
there can be no right or wrong,there remains only love.
They found the joy of writing,and quietly and gently
brought healing inside themselves with Gods help.



"And we have known and believed the
love that God hath to us.
God is love; and he that dwelleth in
love dwelleth in God, and God in him.
We love him, because he first loved us."

1 John 4:16,19



"And I will betroth thee unto me for
ever; yea, I will betroth thee unto me in
righteousness, and in judgement, and in
lovingkindness,and in mercies."


Hosea2:19



"Yet the Lord will command his loving-
kindness in the day-time,and in the night his
song shall be with me, and my prayer unto
the God of my life."

Psalm 42:8




In His lovingkindness,


lampwicke xxx

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